The thoughts inside my mind are all jumbled up. I know the words but do not know how to put them together.Things have been wavy and I have had no issues with it but now I want something good to happen. Something that will make me scream in happiness, cry with the tears of joy, make me sing all day long in my super-torturing voice and make me tap my feet. This all may sound too much but I have experienced all these before and now I want them again! And that would not happen in just a click, I would have to work for it.
I have been through many situations and seen many of my closed ones going through different situations and the best one till now has been 'the confused + its complicated state'. Somewhere you know what you want to do and somewhere you do not want to do that and you being greedy for happiness in that confused and complicated state do not try to confront the truth until the situation gets out of hand. I have been like this many times and I love that state. Obviously the later stage is dramatic and sometimes unpleasant and then you either accept it or fight it. My personal opinion is to fight it back(if you want that thing)because only if you go for it, you get to know what is best for you.
Even if situation is not what you wanted it to be, you get many cute and soothing moments in between which keep you strong from inside. You just need to keep your heart and mind open to analyze everything properly because many times many people just end up whining about the situation. I mean come on, there have to be some moments which would have made you a tiny bit happy in that awful situation.
Do not screw your present thinking about what has happened before and what can happen after. You never know what is next. Yes many times future is predetermined but never forget present is in your hand. You can put all efforts to mold it the way you want and then leave the rest to the one seeing you from above. Have faith in him. In the end you will have whatever is best for you!
